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away. away. away.
ah.
what a freaking emo night tonight is for me.
needa. stop. being. emo. asap.
no. even better. need to get out of singapore.
wherever. whoever.
i need to run away. away. away.
away with the wind.
ohmy. i’m going bonkers.
need to shut up now.
and now i’m feeling irritated.
2minutes after i first posted this post.
the wonders of PMS.
BOYS, PLEASE DO NOT COME NEAR ME.
I BITE. VERY HARD. IT WOULD BE PAINFUL.
AH.
I HAVE CRAVINGS FOR BAKKWA.
SO I POUNCE. DO NOT PRESENT YOURSELF AS BAKKWA TO ME.
AND I POUNCE AND BITE COZ OF PMS.
NOT OF ANY OTHER REASON.
I UNLEASH MY PMS-CRAZINESS MAINLY ONLY ON BOYS.
IT’S UNCONTROLLABLE.
i really need to shut up. NOW.
you once felt very warm to me.
but you feel colder now.
and he becomes warmer. though it’s a temporary warmth.
it’s the cold windy months.
but i still depend on you for heat, rather than him.
i hope you don’t turn to ice on me.
coz i’m trying all i can to find a tinge of the previous warmth i kinda felt.
say it to me and i’ll listen. promise.
and i won’t …
i really need to get myself a diary.
bursting with stuff that i want to say and i can’t type it out here.
ahh.
you could read my diary if you wanted to.
this post is really kind of depressing, isn’t it?
i wish i could tell you whatever nonsense i want to say.
BTW, i apologise for all the potential emo-momo posts that i may post.
pms period lasts all the way until day 1 of my period,
or halfway through it.
f-ing depressed right now. need some pick-me-up pills.
please be nice to me,
and try to cheer me up when you see me.
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one more week.
the date, 03.12, flashed past my mind.
i went to check my calendar.
it’s exactly a week from now.
then i started tearing.
03.12.
it’s me being silly coz you probably didn’t notice.
even if you did notice, you probably forgot about it long time ago.
haha.
time to get back to my notes. (:
i wonder if you know what 03.12 means to me.
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i would.
i would.
if you allowed me to.
and wanted me to.
shh. secret.
and on a completely separate note,
regarding a different person.
FTW. BUT YOU’RE HALFWAY THROUGH!
HAHAHA. yay-ness.
1 more week! (:
ohman. i can’t wait for all your papers to end!!
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home’s the best. (:
home for the entire day. (:
for the first day in 2 entire weeks.
attempted to ‘clean-up’ my twitter account,
but got lazy half-way. (:
fried vermicelli’s here. yay-ness. (:
and i needa go shopping for christmas presents really soon.
who wanna go with me? (:
new moon’s coming out.
didn’t manage to catch twilight in cinemas last year.
but the storyline was kinda boring.
slept halfway while watching the dvd.
thinking of catching new moon though.
for jacob black – taylor lautner.
i think he’s cuter than robert pattinson. ah.
and ALOT of people who agrees with me. (:
ohh. and i think my sim friend’s kinda nice.
went online yesterday for a short while,
and he told me that there’s no classes for tomorrow.
aww. he thought i didn’t go for lecture last wednesday,
coz he was looking for me but didn’t see me.
i went late and sat near the back, that’s why he didn’t see me.
aww.
there’s still nice people in the world. hahaha.
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ebuddy for the win~
23.11.09
tonight is the night where i can finally laze around in bed.
underneath the covers and slowly drift off to sleep,
when it is the darkest time of the night. (:
plus i realised i’ve been kinda hush-hush about my life recently.
when i just text right in front of you without hiding,
knowing that you’d be able to read my texts,
or when i let you play around with my phone without hovering around in the background,
trying to catch a glance of what you click,
or allow you to take my phone as and when you like, my permission not needed,
please know that you’re one of the RARE few that i allow to do that.
and that you’re freaking important and special to me.
to be all honest and to tell the truth,
i don’t even really let some of mygirls do that.
i’m kinda selective when it comes to it.
if you don’t know if you’re one of them, please try to play with my phone! (:
gf baby, 1000k = 1 million bucks, you know!
you don’t need that much for the month of december!
go change it in your blog post. haha. (:
lovin’ you
lovin’ you is easy cause you’re beautiful
making love with you is all i wanna do
lovin’ you is more than just a dream come true
and everything that i do is out of lovin’ you
la la la la la la la… ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
no one else can make me feel
the colours that you bring
stay with me while we grow old
and we will live each day in springtime
cause lovin’ you has made my life so beautiful
and everyday my life is filled with lovin’ you
lovin’ you i see your soul come shining through
and every time that we ooh
i’m more in love with you
la la la la la la la… ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
21.11.09
talking to my girls is haha. (:
thank goodness for wifi and ebuddy.
“what’s ftw ar?”
“for the win. hahahaha.”
“i’d rather ftw means fuck the world. hahahaha.”
“so have you un-fucked yourself yet?”
“no. today’s paper fucked me up. traumatised.”
“wah. doubly fucked up. what paper was it today?”
“molecular genetics.”
“you lost your virginity to molecular genetics!
whatever molecular genetics is about.”
“HAHAHA.”
btw, i kinda calculated the amount of moolah i spent yesterday on shopping.
i broke my own record.
damn. no more shopping for at least 2 months.
needa save the money back. somehow. and i’m gonna do just that.
but did i mention the black dress and blue skirt are from f21?
AH. i’m proud of myself for finding something quite pretty from f21.
my very first pieces of clothing from there.
how to buy christmas presents? AH.
and i don’t feel so bad, now that you’re okay with me! (:
yay. but your text came at the wrong time!
coz i was in the bus and i teared okay! not cool. haha.
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food.
darling,
i’m scared.
i always say i didn’t know who you are,
but i’ve never felt scared with you before.
surprisingly, not even once.
and i’ve always felt safe with you around.
but now,
i really feel like food.
to the wrong animal.
i’m gonna pray.
pray that you quickly f b h.
and damn, i miss you.
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all rolled up into one.
20.11.09
there are many sides to life.
and to me.
shopping day. (:
my long-awaited day. ah.
bought lingerie, a plain tube top, leggings + over-the-knee socks too.
ah. i like dark-coloured clothings.
oh. i was browsing through the racks at riverisland.
this caucasian woman was with her friend and
she asked me if i shave my legs.
yadayada, to cut the long story short.
she wanted to know coz her asian friend says that asians don’t normally shave.
i hope she’s talking about limbs.
caucasian woman went on to asking me about the brand of epilator i use,
and she showed concern over my bikini line too.
but i answered her luhh.
and she said it was nice talking to me. HAHAHA.
and i got a 50% discount for my heels,
instead of a 30% discount!
wrong calculation? hmm. maybe.
ah. wanted to get a new pair of shades,
but didn’t manage to.
went in to this shop and the salesman showed me gucci.
madness. it’s 300+bucks after discount. no thankyou.
no moolah to splurge on a pair of shades.
and whoever said that i don’t exercise,
should go shopping.
it’s exercise! my legs are aching like mad.
and there are shopping bags to carry.
NOT EASY. guys, it isn’t easy.
please go bwax-ing in the morning,
then chiong down to vivo to shop,
then go over to orchard to shop again.
with your shopping and everything.
at least i wore flats.
19.11.09
i might just faint with all the conflicting thoughts in me.
ah. stop thinking. (:
btw, i really dislike the exams.
though i’m not the one having them.
tongzhi, often… is not often enough.
a month! OMG pls.
and we NEED sushi soon together with f and gf.
“ya. oh ya even in jc saw you almost everyday.
haha. still got random fried rice to eat.
not like now i just bought rice.
the rice stick tgt like dunno wad how to eat?”
“and i don’t mean to make you jealous,
but i just had half a bowl of hot piping rice
and soy chicken.”
“thanks tongzhi.”
oh, you’re welcome, tongzhi. (: HAHAHA.
come back come back to our area,
and i’ll fry you a tub of rice!
feed you til you grow fat. hah.
btw, it’s difficult to type ‘f’ without making it sound like a vulgarity.
nono. it’s you! the you whose name starts with an f.
ah. it’s the time of the month again.
the time where the credit card bills, phone bills, yadayada,
come again.
ah.
eh, gf baby, i take over your high-pay job please.
i need the moolah to pay off everything.
and damn, we need to meet up. quit now!
our bitching session, baby.
but i have nobody to bitch about just yet. really.
i’m the picture of zen. hah.
needa search for ghost of girlfriends past online.
p.s. i have another closet fb-er on my hands.
you want? i can pass him over to you. (:
17.11.09
went bodyshop shopping this week.
30% off all regular-priced items for star loyalty members.
and i use their yummy-smelling shower gels
everytime i shower, without fail.
so i bought quite a few bottles. (:
and some others. some glitter thing, nail file, yadayada.
got a lip colour for mummy as well. (:
it isn’t in the above picture though.
she has been wanting to get one for ages.
i should keep a lookout for the jc clique christmas present soon.
our pre-determined budget: 10 bucks.
bought bodyshop stuff last year.
what should i get this year?
and presents for tongzhi, gf baby, the rest.
ah.
christmas is coming. (:
love christmas.
my favourite festive season for the entire year.
cold winds, earlier and longer nights, the carols,
the christmas trees, lights and decorations.
the unknown magic in the air.
the magic in the air. it engulfs me. (:
i’m the happiest during the months of late novemeber,
december and early january.
as long as the cold winds blow.
i never want these few months to come to an end.
like how i didn’t want last year, this time, to pass as well.
i still miss last year.
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exams exams exams.
“i’ve 10chapters of organic chem and
15 chapters of physical chem by next tues.
more fucked up right?”
“you need to un-fuck yourself.”
i purposely didn’t put anybody’s name here! haha.
so don’t scold me!
and 3 posts in 30 minutes is too much. ah.
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